Today is one of those hard days to find what I am thankful for. I am tired and achy and realized today that by the very nature of the words degenerative disease, I am likely never going to be better than I am today. That is a hard thing to swallow. On Friday, I received word that the government has finally decided I am disabled. This news was initially received with enthusiasm but it has begun to sink in that I am truly disabled. It's not like I needed someone to tell me this. I already knew it, but there is something about being told this by someone else that makes it more real.
Today I had an appointment and then sat downstairs while M watched the little girls. I am thankful for that although I don't know how to put into words exactly what I am thankful for. (#200) Then I enjoyed a quiet evening dozing on the couch while I was home alone. (#201) M came home excited about Mary Kay possibilities. (#202) A came home talking about skating and other things. (#203) I am so very thankful that both my girls still value my opinion and just like to tell me about the moments in their days. (#204)
Here are a few things I saw on fb in the past few days...
How to dye eggs naturally.
I followed this one all the way back to the fb page it was originally posted on, Real Food Whole Health, but since I can't pin from fb, I am sharing it here.
While I was looking for the eggs, I stumbled across this.
Lent: shoes
