My Day - #139-142

I am thankful that I didn't have to leave the house today.  (#139)

I am thankful that books can be sold back to the college bookstore.  (#140)

I am thankful that Angelica receives a full tuition scholarship for all classes taken at MCC until the end of her high school career.  (#141)

I am also tired and achy and sore and frustrated that I am having to acclimate once again to a new normal as far as those three things are concerned.  Degenerative is not my favorite word.  Neither is progressive.  

I can't think of anything that I actually accomplished today.  Sometimes I get tired of having to be OK with that.  If I am not, I will spend my life feeling like a failure, miserable from the pain, and lost in self pity.  That's not the me I want, so when I get to this point, I quickly force myself out of that stupor.  I am sure by morning my attitude will be where it needs to be.  I am thankful that God loves me at my worst.  (#142)

Lent:  soap