This image accurately describes how I feel dealing with medical professionals at this time.  

I know ultimately we all want the same thing:  what is best for my child.  It is just that sometimes I feel that no matter how hard I try to express what is going on with Angelica I am not being listened to.  And what one doctor says to me is not what is put in her chart or follow up action plan.  So then when I am talking to a different doctor, the information he has is different than what I am giving to him and I end up looking incompetent or, worse, demanding and overprotective.  That feels a lot like banging my head against a brick wall.