1 T honey - 60
3 oz pork - 164
1/4 c mashed potatoes - 51
1/4 c broccoli - 14
1/4 c salad - 6
2 t ranch dressing - 49
1 slice cheesecake factory cheesecake - 64
1 T cherry topping - 9
4 oz swordfish - 176
8 asparagus - 26
1/2 c rice - 51
1 t butter - 33
2 slices homemade cheesecake - 525
1/8 c cherries - 46
1 c tea - 11
1 c sparkling juice cocktail - 160
Total calories - 1445

D actually ate a reasonable amount today.  She is really upset about that.  Hating herself even.  Crying in my arms and feeling like a failure.

We had a dinner at church and she tries to eat in front of others b/c she doesn't want to deal w anyone else telling her she does not need to lose weight.  

Then tonight we had our special Valentine's Day dinner.  This year she chose the menu.  Her sister often acquiesces to what she wants regarding food right now b/c she desperately wants her to eat.