OT, try to remember to breathe!  Yes, it is stressful to switch so much.  Yes, it is stressful when things need to get done and you lose time.  Yes, it is stressful when the depression is this bad.  We are all a bit stressed.  Everything will get done eventually.  The bills are paid.  Now that you have made a check list, it is getting checked off even when you are not around.  Ask for help if you need it, OK?  And don't forget to breathe.  ET