Sometimes I am so... idk what word describes me in these situations.  It's just that after there has been a fight w M about something, no part of me wants to go back and finish the task.  Either I walk away and let it sit for a few days until I can look at it without frustration or I force myself to do the project, but only if it is pressing.  I am like that right now about finishing up this sewing.  Part of it is that I have to use A's machine and that machine is so frustrating to me.  Part of it is M's "poor me" attitude.  I hate dealing with that attitude more than any other.  She acts like such a victim sometimes.  I wonder if it is really me.  I don't do this when I fight w A.  As soon as the fight is fixed, I go back to my task.