As far as Dino was concerned, I had four names. They were used interchangeably and I was expected to answer to them when called: Little Shit, Little Slut, Little Bitch, and Little Whore. When I relay these memories and I say that he called me or referred to me, I don't often mention that he didn't use my name, that I was called one of those names but somehow I think it matters to acknowledge it now.
I am not those things. I never was.
A couple of the littles, the ones that were only there for some of the torment that he dished out, don't realize they have a different name. Two of them I call the twins simply because they experienced very similar things and are often called up together. But they distinguish themselves by the name they most frequently answered to. One day soon I am going to have to rename those two.
I am not those things. I never was.
A couple of the littles, the ones that were only there for some of the torment that he dished out, don't realize they have a different name. Two of them I call the twins simply because they experienced very similar things and are often called up together. But they distinguish themselves by the name they most frequently answered to. One day soon I am going to have to rename those two.
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