M & I are at an impasse and we both know it.  When she opens up, it will be like a dam breaking and everything will come out at once.  That will be a roller-coaster for sure.



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I told M to quit saying "no you don't" when she is mad and I say that I love her.  I told her it doesn't hurt my feelings but it does sometimes stop me from saying I love you when I don't want to hear it, when I don't trust myself to not say something back and then I asked her if that is a consequence she was willing to deal with.  As usual, she didn't answer and I am sure expects me to know what she is thinking.  Whatever.



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I just called the dr to give them a status update on A.  The nurse was really concerned and set up an appointment for first thing in the morning.  Plus: she wasn't concerned enough to request that I bring her in today since Dr.D is out of the office.  But, seriously, I didn't expect that.  So, 9:30 at the dr it is.