I slept last night.  However, A says that I woke up A LOT.  I HATE when that happens.  I also hate that what I know doesn't always line up with reality.



OT is stressing and worried about losing the kids again.  There is absolutely no good reason for her to be scared of this.  I haven't even yelled at them in weeks.  No one has.  Oh well.  There is nothing I can do to calm her down.  She doesn't listen to reason and she is too much of a perfectionist to realize that she is a good mom, we all are.  And she is still in that place where she thinks that what she thinks and feels is as wrong as what she says and does.  There is no reasoning with that.  She'll get it. Eventually.