I hate the point of sick that A is at - hovering between bad and worse.  I don't want her to get worse, don't get me wrong.  I know what that would mean and I don't want any part of that.  But this hovering on the border is hard because she is slowly getting sicker and truthfully there is nothing they can do until she actually hits a certain point of sickness.  I don't know that they could actually help her even then... This really sucks.  She just needs to get better.  Sometimes I look at her lying there listlessly and get so scared.