I finally fell asleep just before 2 but was awake by 2:30 and stayed awake until well past 3:30.  I woke up three more times before I finally got up at 6:47.  Maybe tonight will be better.  It was, after all, Monday and I did talk about one of the most horrific things that ever happened to me.  At least I wasn't having really bad nightmares.  It was more that I kept startling and thinking someone was going to hurt me before recognizing that it is 2011 and I am safe.