I can't do this!  M just went into freak out mode b/c she said I was overreacting.  Again.  Breathe.  Just breathe.



In other news, I am sure I had nightmares again last night, but I don't remember them.  Again. I am sure of this for all of the reasons listed yesterday plus I keep pulling my hair into a tight bun and not letting any strays touch my skin.  One or two more nights and I will actually be the one waking up from them remembering.  Then at least I can begin to deal with it.