CC and her friend were wearing matching outfits tonight... Their shorts were so very short and their shirts... Why do kids willingly dress like that?  do they have no clue?  Why do their parents let them?  do they have no clue?



I did fine for a while and then there came this moment that certain memories were all I could think about.  I know I started to shake before I caught myself and controlled it.  It took all my focus to control the shaking and force my thoughts to stay on the present.  I must have gone white or something.  Whatever it was, I know that Pastor had enough of a clue that he tried to keep me engaged in conversation, keep my mind focused on the now.  It helped, though I didn't do so well on the small talk.  At least the evening was almost over.  At least I was done supervising kids by then.



If I have nightmares, I will outline the memory on the other blog.  If I don't, I will be thankful once again for the reprieve.