I feel... paralyzed... I know... that's not a feeling... but it is the only word that begins to describe it.  I know part of it is how beyond tired I am, but I am just sitting on the couch not really even looking at anything when the girls don't need help with something.  It's not even like I am thinking of something to do and not doing it, there is nothing that I should be doing even going through my brain.  This is not normal me.  Maybe I will sleep tonight and if I do maybe that will fix this.