Wow!  That's a lot. 



ET, can I say that you whine too much?  You can be such a baby. 



Like I really want to think about that day. 



What is M's problem?  I don't think I should be around her until I am not in pain.  I don't think I will have any patience for her.  It hurts to breathe even!  Partly I want to say that you should hit her back but I know why you won't - "She's little."  So find a way to stop it already!  This is ridiculus!  Why do you let them disrespect you so?  Get a backbone!



I think you should put both girls in school already.  I think you baby them too much.  They're going to have to grow up and face the world eventually. 



cj, I hate make-up, too. but not for any of those reasons except it makes my eyes sting, too.  



This journal was up when I showed up.  What do I have to do to get here?  And how do I get in to email if it's locked?  Obviously I need those answered somewhere other than here. 



Isn't M old enough to be alone?  She is 15!!!