OK.  So I read an email to Melissa and it answered some of my questions.  Only Melissa reads this, right?  It answers why I am agitated and why I am in so much pain. 



It brings up a question.  What stuff did Melissa say that M is so upset about?



It also brings up some concerns.  I don't want M on meds.  I also don't want her diagnosed with anything that can limit her options in life. 



I feel like my life is going on without me and I have absolutely no say.  This sucks.