traici doesn't eat.



Tricia Anna runs until she pukes and then runs some more.  That is why I always have to be present when the body runs.



Tricia just tries to be invisible, to fade into the background.  She would drink if alcohol was readily available but doesn't go out after it. 



Any hatred I have for myself is tempered by how much I love the girls and want what is best for them.  I want to be the best example possible for them so that they have a chance.  When I want to hurt myself, I think of how it will effect them and don't.  I used to have to work really hard at that and now I just don't entertain the thoughts.



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